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Jul. 20th, 2006 | 12:34 am
mood: excited excited
music: Gucci Mane- "Go head"

~*~Omg Starting today, 2 more weeks until I turn 21. Thank God!!!!!
Sorry I just had to put that out there just to make sure everyone in LJ world knew my B-day was coming up. But anyways its been a very long time since I been on this thing. I almost feel like some new virgin to LJ.
~*~Life is ok so far. My dad got laid off like back in January and had to find another job to help pay bills. It doesn’t pay as good as the other job did but hey, at least we didn’t lose the house. That would have been so mess up. Things would have been so different, its scares me thinking about it. College for me and my brother would of been just a dream bc no one gives student loans without any employment. So I try to thank God everyday for getting us through the woods on that one.
~*~I am very happy for the fall semester b/c that will be my first semester at U-D Mercy and that means I can start my nursing program. I can’t wait for all the classes to start but lately I have been feeling weird about this whole nursing thing. Now a physical assistant is looking better and better each time I look into it. But we will see how the nursing thing goes first, I just might completely forget about this whole PA thing.
~*~Work is great. I really like the people there especially three people who are very dear to my heart. I just noticed that we have a lot in common which is too crazy for me. It’s been wonderful working with them, I mean I know I am going to have a good day if they are there. I would tell them that but they might think I am a little weird like on the stalker side. That would be bad, lol.
~*~This summer so far has been decent with so many ups and downs which I had learn from. So I guess I wouldn’t change any of it for the world. However I do miss some people that are away right now!

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May. 11th, 2006 | 11:36 pm
mood: Studying Studying
music: Megan Rochell feat. Fabolous - "The One You Need

OMG, I just finished watching ER and now I’m crying a little from the shock of the show. Why did he have to die? That show was so sad!!!

Dear Special Friend, (You know who you are)

~*~I am very grateful to have you in my life. Believe it or not you keep me sane with everything happening around me. Each time I get to spend with you I love you more and more as a person because you truly understand me and don’t judge my “bitchyness.” I swear I am so working on that, lol!!! I so admire you for so many reasons not just because of your smartness but you are so beautiful as a person. You are one of the most unselfish person I have every meet. That is getting harder and harder to find in this world. It is nice to know that no matter what is going on in my life you still take out 5 minutes in your day just to listen to me complain about life in general. I know 5 minutes is an understatement when it comes talking to me but you got what I meant, I hope. Plus who would be there with me when I get two guys driving on each side of me on the freeway. (That was so funny, I was laughing all the way home that night.) I love you so much!!!!!!!!

Yours Sincerely,
BMW

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Yeah I'm still here

Apr. 22nd, 2006 | 12:32 am
mood: contemplative contemplative
music: Robin Thicke "Wanna Love you girl"

Ok so I broke my promise with LJ about updating at least twice a week, I think it will get over it. If not, too bad, lol!!! Anyways, not much is happening in my life right now, just trying to catch up with life. Who would have thought that would be a challenge.
~*~Starting with happy news for me is that I got accepted in University of Detroit Mercy nursing program. Just knowing that I got into any nursing program is great. Seriously about 3-4 months ago I was very depressed about that fact that most school were like we have a 1-2 year waiting list. I was thinking I wanted to be done with school not wait around some years just to start the program. So everything sounds great right, well the only con is that I am going to be broke for life. I always heard how much this school cost and everything so now I’m scared. I will find out next Friday. If I don’t have a heart attack I will hopefully update about it, lol.
--> News for my brother too, he will be going to another school in Ohio which I think its going to be very interesting to see what comes out of this experience for varies reasons. Will my parents be less strict on us since we are getting older? Will my brother keep up his grades? What will my brother room change into since he will be gone 95% of the year? (Not that I will be changing it but some discussion was brought up a while ago) Anyways all these answers will be answered soon and I can’t wait until that time comes!!!
~*~Some people know about what happen to me in the 4th grade. However, I never told my parents what happen until like a while ago. They were super piss off that I didn’t say anything but they got over it, which is very understandable. However, they did what I didn’t want to happen, they started to feel sorry for me and all this other stuff. The next day they were offering to take me to see a psychiatrist…Thank God it only took like 2 weeks to pass but now my mom thinks it’s her fault b/c she was always working. I told her it wasn’t but she doesn’t believe me which doesn’t surprise me b/c she does that with other issues.
~*~That topic leads me into my next situation at work. I just think that sexual harassment just follows me in life. Ok, this girl started working at where I am working now back in January or February. At first she was very nice and still is but some things were slowing coming out about her character when talking to her. Like she once told me that she like going to strip clubs for guys regularly and other stuff too. So during the first month I had a feeling she might be gay or bi which didn’t brother me. However, some things she started to do did. First she was always playing with me like always touching me but in a very playful way. I told Denosh (she is a gay) and she just said to hit her back so maybe she will stop. Well that didn’t work b/c it got worst after that. Then she started to pinch my bra strap which escalated in her playfully biting me. Not to mention she was making moves on me by coming up behind me and brushing me with her breast on my back, which was done repeatly. That move is done by a lot of lesbians to make a pass, so I was told by Denosh. So I was completely fed up with all this right, so I started to back off and mind my own business. That didn’t work so I had to tell her what I felt. I did this on the Wednesday that just pass. I was hoping that we could still talk afterwards but she completely lashed out on me. She denied everything and said I started to play with her first and that she probably hit me with her shoulder or arms by mistake not her breast. So I was mad that whole day b/c she made me feel like some idiot that was making up stuff about her. I really don’t know what to do b/c now I feel bad b/c maybe I might be wrong but then I rethought everything and thought how could I be wrong. There were like a million and one signs there plus everyone at work think she is gay too so it’s not my mind going wild. Time will tell all!!!!!

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I'm sick, Where is Mary Poppins?

Jan. 30th, 2006 | 09:04 pm
mood: sick sick
music: Only me coughing my lungs out

OMG, this cold is killing me!!! Every two seconds my nose is leaking like I forgot to turn it off or something, grrr. Plus when I cough it hurt under my arms and my head starts to feel dizzy until I stop coughing. (So weird) Sara once said that she was so sick that everything tasted like cardboard and I said I never had that problem before. I guess I should of knock on wood when I said that. Everything and I mean everything tasted like cardboard. I won’t mind but my mom brought a carrot cake from Bakes Square, a girl can’t resist. There was no fulfillment eating the cake. I hope this all goes away soon b/c I think I’m on the last box of the good tissue (You know the one with the lotion in the tissue so it won’t burn ur nose)

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Feeling like a glass slipper left behind

Jan. 24th, 2006 | 12:04 pm
mood: Abandon Abandon
music: Me'Shell Ndegeocello "Fool of me'

***So I finally did it, I put in my 2-week noticed for Cambridge East. I feel so bad about doing it but the way I look at it a girl got to do what a girl got to do, right??? I will get over it, I’m just being in nice mode right now that’s all. I will miss my untied nation crew!!!
***Ok so I being feeling like some big burded on people for what the last three or two months. Just to damn scared to ask only because I will feel dumb if I am totally wrong. I feel like I am only used for old times and memories or even a sympathy case. I don’t know just confused.

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Jan. 20th, 2006 | 12:38 pm
mood: dirty dirty
music: Angie Stone "Holding back the Years"

***My goal is to write an entry or two per week b/c seriously I really don’t write much in here.

***So school started last Thursday which began with a bang. It all started with my English class, I went to class with a smile b/c I knew the teacher, Mr. Baltman, my fav. People started to come in and of course you noticed familiar faces from others class as well as high school. (Seriously, its like a mini Tower reunion up in there, like Adam, not the creepy one but the Adam that graduated with us) So I started to talk to people while looking outside in the hallway to see who else would come in. I turn my head for one second and all of a sudden my ex-bf from high school/ prom was sitting down. I just had a big bitch-fit in my head. Of all classes we would be in same English class. Why me??? Only 15 more weeks to go, yeah!!!
***Other than my ex being in one of my classes this semester, my classes has its perks and disadvantages. For example, I have only one class every day but that also includes Friday and Saturday. Which will be a first but I will make it through. In addition, my teachers are pretty cool and more laid back than others but it’s still early in the semester to make any judgments
***.I can tell my parents are getting piss about Cambridge calling me to come in to work everyday at like 6:30 am. I mean I say no every time, you would think they got the message but I guess not. I should knock on some wood they might call tomorrow morning. My mom told to me change the home number as an emergency number only and ‘on call’ number as my cell phone. However, all that won’t matter b/c in the beginning of February I will quit there and go full time at Church of Christ and this time its for real!!!
***If everything works out with my dad, I hope I can go see Chicago without feeling guilt since they are coming to town in the next coming weeks!!! My fingers are cross

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Jan. 11th, 2006 | 11:55 pm
mood: good good
music: Brandy " Boy is mine"

***Nothing better than going to the movies with your family. We saw two types of movies in one movie its called Hostel. It is a porn film and a horror film all in one. I love it when the family saves money that way!!!
***I was completely disgusted with that film. To me it was way too much nudity and sexual things going on. However, I did get a kick out of people constantly walking out during the movie. There was this one older couple that only lasted 5 minutes into the movie. Others lasted maybe 10-30 minutes after the first couple walk out. All I can say is that thank God my mom had two free tickets to see that b/c she would have been pretty pissed off that she wasted her money on that.
***School starts tomorrow which I am kind of happy about. (Just watch in one week or less I will regret saying that!!!)
***My computer is sick, and no medicine around can help it. So I must kill it and get a new version of it. I will not miss all the things that will get wipe out, I hope!!!
***Gas is going up again, d#@$ gas station owners

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Jan. 3rd, 2006 | 11:55 pm
mood: sleepy sleepy
music: Mariah Carey "So Lonely"

Lord have mercy, I haven’t updated in so long. That’s so sad but whatever I have been very busy with things.
*Holidays were great even though I don’t celebrate them, I still saw family and friends that I haven’t seen in a while. So that was fun
* After Holiday shopping was great to, can never complain about that.
*School was great, in a way I almost miss it but I’m not going to rush things b/c next week I go back to school which should be fun. I sign up for a class with 4 others girls from fall semester.
*New job is pretty cool too b/c I finally got in with the others girls. At first I thought they were all b*&$#@ at first but now they are ok now.
*Cambridge still sucks. That would never change
*Sad about someone keying my car very deep on both sides. I think it was from Cambridge but I can’t be sure. People in this world are so mean but I have to live and learn that life will always keep you on your toes. I told the DON and she said that she will look at the tapes from the parking lot cameras but I told her like a week ago. I ask her today about it and she said she was super busy. I bet if it was her car she would be glue to the TV. Oh Well!!!!
*Went to a bridal shower on Friday b/c one of the girls at Cambridge was getting married last Saturday. I really went only b/c I haven’t seen her sister in like two or three months. I had fun but I finally realized that I’m not a big fan of male dancers. I been to three different places and each time I end up talking to the bar tender about life and more general stuff until the other girls were broke and wanted to go home.
*Some may know but my brother is going to Ohio for school this October for some diesel program. So he will be leaving me for like 2-3 years straight. It is going to be so weird without him though. On some days he goes out with friends for the night and to me its weird b/c I just expect him to be here at home, not just to wait on me hand and foot but just being her doing absolutely nothing. I can tell that’s going to need some adjustments. But already we have planned to go to New York City together for a couple of days. Since he will be only 6 hours away.
*I can’t think of anything else to speak about, I mean I could but I sleepy, I did a double today at work. So I’m dog tired.
*I so need to call Becky, I have made her gift into a shelf plus this box is just taken up too much space.

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Nov. 15th, 2005 | 11:50 pm
mood: confused confused

Oh so many stories to tell but right now I would like to say only a couple of things.
*One day I will change
*One day I will start to noticed more change in other people
*One day I will gratefully accept change whether it’s good or bad
*One day I will look forwarded to any future changes

Until then I can only be me so just deal with it!!!

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Nov. 11th, 2005 | 11:51 pm
mood: sleepy sleepy
music: Gwen "Luxurious"

***I only did this because of Krystal, I won't be doing another one of these for a while!!!


5 years ago I was...
1.Attending WWT, I think that year school was getting better b/c I actually started talking to ppl there
2.Started volunteering as the sexy candy striper
3.Getting use to my first/uncover job, which was a bitch b/c of Christmas
4.Probably at Home watching TV and doing homework
5.Becoming close friends with the crew b/c the next year they went off for school.

1 year ago I was...
1.Saving for my new car
2.It’s a Friday night, getting drunk or laid or both who knows
3.Loving my new job I was shaking when I wrote that!!!
4.Studying for my organic chemistry class b/c that class was super hard
5.Trying to patch things up with Salina, which didn't work

Yesterday I was...
1.Talking on the phone b/c I got the job I wanted, go me!!!
2.Shopping at Lakeside
3.Working out
4.Not studying for my test on Monday
5.Cleaning my room, sort of

5 snacks/foods I enjoy...
1.My mom’s lasagna, I swear it is the shit!!!
2.Ice cream, just about any favor
3.Starbucks: Toffee nut latte
4.Chocolate
5.Cheesecake

5 songs I know the words to are...
1.Etta James “At Last”
2.Amerie “One thing”
3.J-Lo “Let’s get loud”, (I know all the English words, lol)
4.Prince “Purple Rain”
5.Ashlee Simpson “Burning Up”

5 things I would do with one million dollars are...
1.Pay off my Jeep and get a BMW
2.Move my butt down to Georgia so I can be a real Georgia peach
3.Go on a major shopping spree, forget NY&C, I want Prada
4.Donate some money to the sickle cell foundation
5.Start a real state business with my family


5 places I would run away to...
1.Georgia
2.Hawaii
3.Australia (I wanna see a koala bear)
4.Europe for some kicks
5.P. Diddy’s penthouse in New York


5 favorite (American) TV shows are...
1.Days of Lives
2.Pretty much any reality show on MTV
3.Oprah
4.ER (I wish that monkey would of lived…tear)
5.Price is Right

5 fictional characters I would date....
1. Damon from Soul food, the series from Showtime…I would do more than date him though!!!
2.Jason from Jason’s Lyrics… his body is banging
3.Evan Fields from the Wood
4.I can’t think of the name but the main character from Love Jones
5. ***I don’t have too many guys that I think about from movies****

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Oct. 22nd, 2005 | 09:57 pm
mood: giddy giddy
music: Lifehouse:"You and me"

~*~Oh what a day!!!!!!! First I went with Dave (1) to go buy tickets to some wrestling match. Which at first I was confused why I had to go but then he explain the situation and I agree to go. It’s too hard to explain the situation in LJ but just finish reading this entry knowing that ticket master sucks major balls. We got at lakeside at 9am on the dot. When I was there I learn a lot today. First I didn’t know he was a big wrestling fan and when I say a big fan he is a big fan. He was willing to sit by himself b/c his family wasn’t going to pay $250 per ticket. The whole time we were there I was going through memories of Marshall Fields, oh what fun times, tear, lol!!! So again I learn that ticket master opens at 10am which meant we had to stand in line for an hour. Which was a fun hour because all we did was talk to other people. Not to mention I headed over to Starbucks and was in heaven. So anyways when 10am hits, my shallow thinking butt thought everyone was going to get their tickets. Wrong, the first five minutes, almost half of the Joe Louis arena was sold out. So Dave wasn’t getting his special seat he wanted so he decided to get three sits in the upper bowl. Then later the lady was like I think I got a sit for you so just wait for a little bit. After waiting for another 15 minutes he got his special ticket and the lady even exchange his tickets too which was awesome. He rewarded their efforts with cookies from Mrs. Fields. So then we went into the mall to look for Becky’s gift and then I decided to change my mind about her original gift because I saw this thing which was soooo cute. It made me mad I didn’t have this thing when I was a baby. But altogether it was fun window shopping with Dave. Dave, me and you must go shopping together again.

~*~I am going to retire the night watching my fav movie, Chicago!!!!!!!!

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Oct. 22nd, 2005 | 12:13 am
mood: In Love In Love
music: Tamia: "So into you"

I am so in love with this new guy at work. I love everything about him so far. His smile, body, hair, eyes, butt, omg I can go on forever. I think he is a complete sweetheart and just so damn adorable. It all started when he got hired, my Russian chick saw him first when I was off for two days. She told him about me and everything (which I had nothing to do with). So I first saw him the day before and then again today. Which is the day I just completely feel in love with him. I swear I can’t stop smiling or thinking about him. I was blushing so bad today that I couldn’t talk to him and look at him at the same time b/c I would only smile from ear to ear like some school girl. I hope I didn’t seem mean b/c I had a straight face the whole time when I was looking at him for that reason. So now my problem is do I want to approach him or should I let him approach me which would show interest or should I just keep dreaming b/c dating ppl at work is bad. A mix up girl that is completely in love!!!!!!!!

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My week report

Oct. 21st, 2005 | 12:25 pm
mood: chipper chipper
music: Ashlee Simpson: L.O.V.E.

Last weekend was the best weekend I have ever worked. It was so much fun just talking and really understanding your co-workers. A lot of joking around and having some funny ass girl talk. I don’t think I had that combination of the two in a very long time. I mean I love my girls and everything but seriously it’s been a while.

Sweetest day was fun. I thought it was going to be dumb b/c I don’t have a boyfriend. Boy was I wrong!!! After I gotten off work which was early, I headed over to Chauncey’s house where everyone was at. We all went to Canada, what a big surprise, lol. (Damn I can’t wait until I turn 21!!!) Anyways that was great, Denis had me cracking up the whole night. We went to this Karaoke bar and it was absolutely hilariously. I think the competition was who can get the drunkest and still sing and get the crowd going. It was funny because this one lady was singing Prince “Lady Cab Driver”. The song is from way back when I was baby, so since my mom is a big Prince fan which, resulted in me knowing the words. She invited me on stage to sing with her. You pretty much had to be there because it was too random. I think it was way better then watching the drunks at Cloverleaf just because the crowd was huge like in the movies or something. When we came back, we went back to Chauncey house to eat what was supposed to be dinner made by Dennis. For some reason we were all hungry, and no drugs weren’t involved. Later on that night we got to make fun of Tyler and his girl b/c they forgot the baby monitor was in Tyler’s’ room. So we pretty much just clown both of them. I think next time Tyler is watching his niece he will make sure the baby monitor is turn off when he is in there.

School is going great. A’s and B’s in all my classes so far. The only class that I am some what struggling what is Phil, go figure. I love the teacher but hate the subject. I seriously don’t pay attention in class, all I do is do other classes homework while I am in there. I know shame on me but I can’t help, next week we get out take home test. I swear this semester can’t be any easier.

My plans for the next 2-3 weeks
1. Go to U-M and visit Krystal
2. Go to Becky’s baby shower(s)** I still need to but a gift, lol
3. Make a shopping list for New York City
4. Get tickets for Ashlee Simpson so I can go with Dave**12/03

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~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

Oct. 15th, 2005 | 01:38 pm
mood: ditzy ditzy
music: Ashlee Simpsom: "Boyfriend"

Here is a feeling that I haven’t felt in while. Crazy, confidence, sexy, childish, happy, colorful, girlie, silly and just completely in love with myself all at the same time. Today is going to be a great day!!!!!!!!!

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Oct. 11th, 2005 | 08:42 am
mood: calm calm
music: Alicia Keys:" Unbreakable"

~*~Yesterday was my interview for Providence Hospital. I think it went good, all the people I meet were nice especially the nurse manger. She was the one that gave me the interview. After talking with her I found out that she went to WWT and her cousin is Mr. Wilson. This world is too small for me. The only problem is that it really is a contingent job, one week may be no hours and the next week every shift needs someone. I don’t think I like that too much but I will find out if I get the job in about one to two weeks which is weird but what ever. I ask some ppl was that normal and they said yes and sometimes you won’t know until 3 weeks which surprised me. So if I get it I will still keep my job that I have now and work there as well so it will keep the money flowing.
~*~I went to visit Michael at Melissa’s house a while ago. Which to me was just plain crazy. Now I’m not talking about the living arrangements, I am talking about the animals that were there. Sorry to say this but those dogs are being abused and neglected. They need to have some serious grooming going on. The two little dog’s hair is so matted, it is not even funny especially the black one. I swear when Michael was talking to me, I just sounded him out and started counting all the matted pieces of hair, I think I got up to15 pieces. To me that is completely animal abuse. Lay off the weed and drinks and spend money on your dogs grooming!!! Funny thing is that I don’t even like dogs that much well only certain ones but I still care about animals and their rights.
~*~So after my last entry a lot of people gave me advice which is very much appreciated. I talk to Chauncey and he pretty much gave me a blunt ultimatum. Either I tell my schedule manger that I no longer want to be with that nurse or he will tell my parents what happen in the 4th grade. So as you can see it didn’t take me long to make a decision. But I guess he didn’t trust me so he called my job and made sure I told her my wishes. I was very grateful that she didn’t ask me why but she seem like she didn’t even care. But as long as I get what I want, who gives a flying hoot.

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Oct. 9th, 2005 | 12:21 am
mood: crushed crushed

Today just suck for the simple reason my past is coming back to haunt me. I should have said something back in the 4th grade. I tried and tried to make excuses for myself and the other person but none of them work. When I was little I just thought I brought those things on myself and to this day I know it sounds dumb but I still do unfortunately. I know for the people who are reading this (and know what I am actually talking about) are thinking but you didn’t, it is not your fault. But my only response would be then why did it happen to me and later finding out, to some of my friends as well. Anyways, back to today, it was just a light reminder of my past. My past wasn’t fully reinvented but the start of it was. I just feel so confused and angry right now that I once again didn’t say a word like a trap mouse. If I find enough guts I will tell my schedule manger about me wanting to be moved to another floor if that ‘thing’ appears up again. Hopefully, she won’t ask me why b/c I don’t have the guts to tell her why. Damn I hate my situation.

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Bad news vs. the Good news

Oct. 6th, 2005 | 11:39 pm
mood: GREAT GREAT
music: C- Bizet- Carmen- Habenera

~*~Starting with good news always curse people so I will start with bad news. Maybe reverse psychology will work!!! I might not be able to attend the baby shower at MSU, stay the weekend with Krystal, or go to the big big big B-day bash for Tyler. All due to my good news which will follow soon. Hopefully things will work in my fav and things will be ok but we shall see. My future will be told next week***My fingers are cross very tight****
~*~Ok enough with all the bad news, time for some good news. For starters the place where I put an app in called me back after like taking all these test and what ever. So I have an interview on Monday***Knock on wood*** Every interview I attended, I have gotten the job with no problems, so maybe this will come through as well. Like I said***Knock on wood***. So its contingent and all which means I don’t have a set schedule but I get paid a hell lot more money than the place I am working at now.(Like almost $3-4/hr more.) As long as I get 3-4 days a week I will be a very happy chick. Because I know when it comes towards the holiday, I might not be working as much b/c you are not guarantee hours. But she did give me hope; she will have jobs open for cenas in the future.
~*~My Russian chick came back from Russia and she brought me a gift from home. Normally I would ask for a magnet but she decided to get me something more special. She gave me this beautiful wrap thing. I thought it was silly of her to make sure it was white, I called her a brat for that. Like I told her before my mom will never find out, its been well over a year and she still haven’t found out so I think I am doing a very good job if I do say so myself. LOL

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Random thoughts

Sep. 27th, 2005 | 12:20 am
mood: sleepy sleepy
music: Beyonce: "Crazy in love"

*Life is like a big blah right now, not too much going on but school and work. Speaking of work I may be getting a new job at Province hospital. I hope I get it b/c I hate my job now. I am going to miss my Russian chick but I can’t take it any more. So much hate in one little old building. So we shall see what happens, I have my fingers cross!!!!!
*Kind of piss that my brother didn’t go to homecoming :(
*Meet some guy but don’t think it would go far or should I say I won’t let it go far. I would feel really bad starting a relationship right now and having so much going on right now. I wouldn’t have any time to spend with that person. Not to mention if I did I would be studying. If only I could tell him that and stop writing this in this dumb thing. That’s my mission next weekend when I see him again.
*Still have to catch up with my English class, I seriously hate the class and it is so easy. At this point I am willing to pay someone to write all my papers. This man wants a paper every class. (It’s not mandatory but to get a A, you need to write one every flipping day)I am in no condition to write a paper every time class meets. I don’t know if that’s the lazy side of me saying that or the sane part of me. In my opinion, I think its both sides speaking.
*Tomorrow I will get to see if I actually did good on my Phil’s test. I hope I did good, I feel like I did good. However, when I feel that way my grades are the exact opposite. But just watch I will complain all day and get it back with a nice A or B on my paper. I swear I need to stop stressing myself out.

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Sep. 26th, 2005 | 12:20 am
mood: thankful thankful
music: David Banner: 'Play'

*****Pros and cons of going out with Chauncey when he just broke up with his girlfriend.
Pros: He let me have my fake I.D. back so we can go out in Michigan.
Cons: He decides to take it back after seeing his ex-gf at the club, so then we headed over to Canada, I was so close to keeping it.
Pros: He brought all my drinks in Canada: I was in Cosmo heaven!!!
Cons: After he was standing at the bar and taking like 15-20 shots and countless drinks, he got really drunk for real, I don’t think I ever saw him so drunk.(Now this wasn’t all at one time, it was through out the night)
Pros: He dance with me the whole night
Cons: He wouldn’t let NO ONE dance with me the whole night
Pros: He didn’t bring up his slutty gf’s name up for two hours, I was so proud so I brought him a drink.
Cons: He felt an urge to pick up the phone when she called which resulted in them getting back to together
Pros: He called her back and broke up with her after more shots, lol.
Cons: You can tell he was getting a little depress last night from going back and forth with her.
Cons: Some guy spilt his whole drink on our group that was sitting at our table. Mainly Chauncey so he was supper piss, whish resulted in him taking off his shirt b/c he was wearing a nice white shirt.
Pros: I got a reminder of how hot he was without his shirt.
***When the clubs finally closed, we went back to the crib without any problems and headed back over to Chauncey and Tyler’s house. Once we got there Mandy (ex-gf) was waiting there in the driveway. She wouldn’t leave so Chelsea called the cops on her for trespassing. It was great to see her escorted into her car by the cops. That moment is going down in my book. Since he was completely drunk he was all over the place. I felt bad and responsible when everyone left including his brother Tyler; he had to go to take Chelsea back home. He made me feel really uncomfortable b/c he was seriously trying to get me to sleep with him. I guess he got mad and just throw the biggest fit ever, so like I always do when he gets mad. We have the most deepest discussion and then we both cried b/c we just do. It was a very touching moment. I am very lucky to have him in my life b/c he is always there for me and I am always there for him.
***My Russian chick is coming back home in one week, that means I will get my liquor candy, lol
***My phone is still not back on, I guess I will call Monday when school is out!!!!!!
***Well, I guess Michael is playing a very good game of hide and seek b/c he has not gotten in contact with no one. All I know he is not at home and me nor Krystal have heard from him or knows where he is at. So if you read this please call one of us and let us know u are ok.
***Work sucks!!!!!!!!

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Sep. 21st, 2005 | 11:51 pm
mood: sleepy sleepy

Any kind of company that my life evolves around just completely sucks right now. Chrysler will always suck no matter what they do!!! I have another company to add to the list. Verzion Wireless. My number is 243-311(3), however if you ever make a mistake and press 6 for last number you will get some chick name Lisa. Which at first I didn’t think it was a big deal, very similar numbers but all you have to do is make sure you press 3 as the last number and not 6. Well all the people that call me have that down except Verzion Wireless. Some time on Friday night, I called someone and then the phone went into this weird message about how I have to call the company. So I received voice messages and stuff like that but I wasn’t able to get to them. So the next morning I called to see what was up. They were referring to me as Lisa and they told me that I owe them $750 for my phone bill. Of coarse I just completely flip out b/c I only had them for like 2 months or so. I was told to that if I wanted to speak to someone like a manger or supervision that I had to call on Monday. So when Monday came around I called and told them the situation. It all got fix and they said that it was the wrong number they cancel out, so I thought. The person I talk to said that my phone should be turn back on the same day. Well folks that same day didn’t happen, still no phone. I haven’t had any time to call them and bitch someone out b/c my phone doesn’t work. So I call today and they say its turn on and stuff like that. However, when you do call my phone it says temporary out service. But they fix the problem, whatever. The women said take it in to the place where you brought maybe some defect has happen. So that’s my plan for tomorrow. I swear when adult life really starts I think I will have the “everything can go wrong in life” plan down to a T. All different kinds of shit only happens to me!

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